addicted

Your emerald eyes,
stopped shining bright.
The day your ruby heart,
stopped shining light.

Your hair falls around your face,
As black as a spinel.
Your gorgeous skin,
Turned slowly in the color of a white sapphire.
The color of your gorgeous rose quartz lips,
Fades as the red beryl colord blood leaves your body.

Your body,
surrounded by water,
as clear as a blue topaz,
Just lying there,
like a diamond,
that lost his shine.

In the gorgeous star ruby badtub,
all the gems in the world faded that day,
that your ruby heart stopped beating.

like a drug
each day
there is no other way

with a knife
have to bleed
o god that's all i need

love the pain
and then cry
please don't ask,want to die

each day
life s still the same
i'm only addicted, addicted to pain